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I’ve been lazy balls since i got here i’ll be dead honest and i just thought you know it wasn’t too important to do this well anyways, I have 29 more days left until i go back to america its going to be insane i can’t even believe it!! this yeah has seriously been amazing i have some of the craziest and funniest stories and friends to leave with, i’m reallllyyy going to miss it all!! these days i’m just sort of annoyed and bored and tired, school ends in 2 days!! but then after school what do I do??? I know i will hardly see my classmates when school ends because everyone goes on vacation!! and I have to stay in brescia. I am planning on traveling to a lot of places in italy before I leave but, the 17th-20th of june is the last AFS camp we have together and after that my host sister from america comes home on the 23rd of june, but this sunday we have an AFS brescia party with all the families and students it should be fun it will be exactly like the one back in september that we did haha. 29 days will go by realllly slow i know like everyday i think about what day it is and i realize thats its just one day more than the last but i’m gonna not try to think about it. Everything is just dead now hahah i just don’t really understand what i’m doing here at the moment like there is no more school, a lot of my friends are gone, and my host family is just too busy to hang out with. I feel more lonely than when i first arrived. I definitely changed sooo much during this trip and I love it, I’m gonna go back a new man and i can’t wait to see all my family again. This trip gave me a life lesson on how lucky i am to have a family that is sooo supportive and nice back in america like when i get back i’m gonna cherish every moment with them. I do not however look forward to starting school, i mind as well go back to freshmen year because all my classes are with juniors and i have to take double gym and all this boring shit hahah it sucks. I don’t really have any regrets on this trip, but there is many moments i would love to relive again. I have soo much to tell when i get back but for me i think its better to just keep it all to myself this trip was for me and its tooo difficult to explain everything that happened this year i think the only people that will really understand is the other exchange students. People don’t really realize things clearly when they are living in the moment or life of the party but once you’re outside looking into everything you start to realize and understand things more clearly. I have a lot of shit to do when i get back too, i’m also a bit upset i never kept this site updated but it will always be in my brain. Trust me i would love to share all of it but it would take months to write it all down. To get back and to just be american again and everything american will be sooo different i honestly feel a bit like i did before i came to italy not knowing anything and feeling like someone new or a tourist haha i still can’t believe soon i’ll be back in buffalo. I definitely plan on traveling a lot after i get back in america, I have a new perspective on everything now, its insane!! But i hope my friend from belgium will come to america this summer, I’ve been talking to her and she has been working and saving up money the whole year and she is just psyched to come to buffalo, but she has to wait to see her grades from school to see if she did good enough and passed and stuff. But my amazing friend vanessa went away and she will be back in brescia the 27th but i will see her for like 2 secs to say bye but i just feel soo fucken lonely without her and my other friend leaves sunday. The worst part is saying goodbye to everyone, it really doesn’t hit you until you’re gone and think about all the funny shit that happened and all the crazy fucked up memories. But right now i’m trying to just live my italian life to the fullest for these last few weeks, I hope to go crazy and have a lot of fun and i’m gonna stya positive and not think about going home at all!! but now i gotta go eat dinner hopefully i will write again before i return!!
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